SWEARING!

I swear I'll post updates to T18S!

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Thanks shallin for ur encouragement. I dont know you still read my blog! ;D

1 week of holiday had past. Proj meetups... are killing me! I wonder how seniors cope with so many projs at the same time and I'm still sick.....! My eyes swell again and it's better now. My blocked nose ain't feeling better! ;(((

Below are the photos taken at proj meetups, kbox sessions.. I lazy to upload facebook. Pam, you do it alright? Hahahaas ;D

Trying too hard... to even smile.

I know it is a late post. LOL.
Happy birthday Glenys and Renee! ;D






































I'm trying very hard to be myself.
But my esteem is pulling me down.
I'm not supposed to be like this.
Suddenly I miss Tootie a lot..
And my Nicole Jie...
I wished I could still be in retail.
Mayb I would have time for them?
So long since we last met,
but I(that me now) most probably
don't know what to tell them
how to start convers with them.
ARGH.

This low-confidence me is not Zombie.
It's Tan Xiu Ting Stephanie.
I wanna be Zombie..

But when I talk, I feel I'm talking too much...
Am I useless or even worse..? OMG.