FatherAndMotherILoveYou

Sometimes I wished there's only Daddy, Mummy, Sheridin and me in the family with my grandparents. No more. I'm actually kinda sad because I didn't manage to take a photo of MY perfect family ;( that includes Baby Swing as well..

MY 100th POST!

I thought I can blog about something special on my 100th post.

But I can only blog something bad.

I FELL DOWN!

It was a light fall but the drain cover was too rough and I had bad, rough abrasion. Walau, it's so painful, I don't feel like walking at all. How to go school tmr?!

Depresssed from Econs ICA!

LOOKS SCARY HOR!

Wa, I'm so depressed after my MicroEconomics ICA 1. Sian. How fucked up can school life get? Okay la, I admit I didn't study hard but like ;(((((( Why are the questions so confusing?

One of the questions' instruction was:

" ..... separately demand or supply curve ... "

What does the question wants? If "separately" means both, "or" means ... ? What is the question trying to say? ;((

It's gonna be this before the final module exam ;(

The18Shop Necklace Collection launch!

I'm so glad I'm finally done with my blogshop updates! & I actually got Ice Angel, Esther, to help me do an advertorial post!

And above is the banner that will be at her blog for 2 months, sounds great right?

But you can still visit my blog by clicking the link above and click "Necklaces" in the navigation bar (:

Support support!

Thank you!

Focus Music

Went to Focus Music with Vicki and Baby Swing today. Wasn't really like those we expected, like correcting your singing method and stuff. It's more like a Q&A session with the vocal teacher over there.

& after class, we went to eat at Mt Faber Nasi Lemak. Fun time! The auntie over there told me I was familiar and asked me if I had ever appeared on TV before. Lol.

$180 per 8 hours. 1 complete vocal class need 32 hours. Should I save money to go?

Bad Mooooood

I'm really glad the way things are in school now for me. It makes me motivated to go school everyday. Pamela feels it too.

However, just look at the first photo, MicroEcons' graph for demand curve. We still have supply curve and demand & supply curve. MicroEcons is only one out of my six modules I'm taking this sem. I tried my best to motivate myself to do tutorials so that I can pull my gpa higher. Expected-ly, with my ever slacker attitude, my hardworking-ness to do tutorial, didn't last more than one month.

It's Week 5 now and I haven't been doing my tutorials.

Why do I feel this way?
Why do I feel so stupid?
Why am I so not hardworking?
Why must I forever be so lazy?
Why must I continue to destroy my life?

The more I brood over it, the more emo I feel.

Why must I stop all these?
Why can't I manage 2 ICAS and my tutorials at the same time?
Why must I fucking hack care about my education path?
why..
why...
why....
why.....

I know the more I'm emo, the more I'm gonna lose my friends.
I'm trying so hard to control my emotions cuz I don't want to see a shrink.
I'm already at the verge of having my tears rolling down when I'm in school.

On top of all these shit, I hope Baby Swing understands ______ is only my idol.
Just like Stefanie Sun and you. Can see but will not touch. I'm sensible to know this concept.
&& you know I only love you.

I need a break from everywhere now.
Why am I so fucking useless.

My body is so weak now. I "lau sai" once to four times a day for one whole week already.
At this state of mind, I don't think I can concentrate on any shit in school/ home or whatever you name it.
I'm gonna take MC tmrw to see doctor and get a break.

&& what's next?
My grandpa is complaining about his eyes hurting.
The whole drama is gonna start AGAIN.
Just read my previous post and you will know how tired the whole family will be later on.
I'm not despising my grandpa but it's just gonna be a big hassle to send him to the hospital and continue from there..

*Breathe....*
I just hope everyone understand the stress and self-pressure I'm facing now.
Don't blame me for being emo. I really can't help it.. I'm useless..

Sentosa & Kim Gary

WeiJie organised some doggy event at Sentosa Tanjong Beach. Monster decided to make it a Zhou Jia gathering as well. Had fun there. But the irony is..

I didn't take photos of any dogs. Lol.

But Layss has a lot of photos. Wait till she update.

Headed Kim Gary after that for dinner. I wanna try Bi Feng Gang!

MiaoLing & Lilian's birthday!

I think both Miao Ling and Lilian are very surprised by Mk0904!

I'm gonna learn driving very very soon! Because my mum told me this

"Go learn la. Learn manual and I'll buy a red plate car for you to drive once you get your license!"

Red plate car is better than nothing! At least I can chiong fleas using my own car after I get my license.

Sian. Vivien Soh was telling me her bottom toolbar was flickering. Now is my turn. Sians. I don't want to go Fujitsu. But heng I have 3 year warranty.

I need to learn to edit using photoshop for my blogshop ;(

my eyes are closing .____.

I'd just finished doing stuff for theeighteenshop.blogspot.com & im super duper worn out.

(the longer I look at the photo above, I felt my mouth in that photo kept gaggling something. Mayb I'm so tired that I'm seeing things~)

fallin'

Had a long day in school. Managed to be punctual for my first lesson, Effective Oral Communication. But was late for my Internet and Web Technology lesson because of the Takoyaki at ION!

After lesson, had a tiff with baby and we alighted at Plaza Sing. Decided to make our evening useful so I accompanied Baby to buy birthday present for her cousin. We dined at Ice Monster as well (:

After reaching Teck Whye, headed to her cousin's house to help pack his birthday goodies for his classmates. Spent a little time with them and Baby accompanied me home after a while (:

I'd seen ur msg, Baby.
I love you. Good night.

No Spoiled Brats Allowed

Over the weekend, I'd became the victim of an irresponsible parent and their beloved daughter.

NOT MY ADORABLE WEI WEN ABOVE!!

I started to feel the hatred from the world towards me. Family, friends, outsiders, you yourself knows it best. To a certain extent, I do not have any evil intentions to hurt anyone in the days I had to live. The worst u can get from me is a whole load of bitching.

I just don't understand why I had to be "at fault" for something righteous in concern of everyone's safety! I don't understand why it is so hard for people to look into the heart of someone. I only understand that all of these are pushing me to a higher level of motivation to become a successful person in years to come.

I'm sorry Baby Swing, I just had to vent my anger somewhere. You should know this is sucha humiliation to my conscious. I hope you would understand how I felt.